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Reflection – Journeying Into Mystery

Reflection for the 22nd Sunday in Ordinary Time, Year C

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REFLECTION FOR THE 22ND SUNDAY IN ORDINARY TIME YEAR C

With further destruction of innocent human life in the State of Texas by gunfire, and the lies perpetuated by the governor of that state, who signed into law the complete obliteration of gun control laws in the state, it is very hard to write this reflection.

The primary focus of Sirach’s reading and that of Luke’s Gospel today is focused on the virtue of humility. Time and time again in sacred scripture, God makes it very clear that it are those who are lowly and humble that will be elevated to greatness by God, while the proud and the powerful will be reduced to nothing. Read these words of Mary in her canticle from the Gospel of Luke:

“My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord;
my spirit rejoices in God my savior.
For he has looked upon his handmaid’s lowliness;
behold, from now on will all ages call me blessed.
The Mighty One has done great things for me,
and holy is his name.
His mercy is from age to age
to those who fear him.
He has shown might with his arm,
dispersed the arrogant of mind and heart.
He has thrown down the rulers from their thrones
but lifted up the lowly.
The hungry he has filled with good things;
the rich he has sent away empty.
He has helped Israel his servant,
remembering his mercy,
according to his promise to our fathers,
to Abraham and to his descendants forever.” (Luke 1:46-55, NAB)

These words are not just isolated to that of Luke’s Gospel. Everywhere we look in the Gospels we find the embodiment of humility in the person of Jesus. Humility is not just something found in the Christian Testament, but is the backbone of the Hebrew Testament. We find Mary’s words predated in the mouth of Hannah in 1st Samuel. We find them throughout the Psalms and the prophets. How many times in sacred scripture do we find human beings exalting themselves only to be justly cast aside by God. King David, himself, was brought to his knees by his pride and the sin that his pride caused. Over and over throughout scripture the proud have been humbled. We might think that eventually us humans would finally get the point. But no, we continue over and over to turn a deaf ear to the virtue of humility. And, over and over, we have been brought to our knees by our own pride.

We can’t turn on the news without hearing some politician falsely boasting that they have the best intellect, the best words, the best policies, and ideas the world never has ever heard before. Of course, this is not just isolated to politicians. We hear the same from sport heroes, industrialists, intellectuals, professionals and specialists caught up in their own self-promotion, their own self-glory, and all the other lies they want to hear about themselves.

What does the virtue of humility teach us. It teaches us that the gifts that we have are not something self-made. We live in a world where the myth of the self-made person is perpetuated to the detriment of all humanity. Scripture teaches that all good comes from God. Our gifts and talents originate in God, who has called us to use those gifts for the sole purpose of using them to benefit others. My father, a brilliant mathematician and  mechanical engineer was a prime example of a man truly gifted, but acknowledged that the gifts he had were solely attributed to God.

My dad worked as a mechanical engineer and salesman for Westinghouse Air Brake Company. He was often called as a professional/expert witness in lawsuits involving deaths cause by the collision of railroad trains and cars, trucks etc. Dad would be asked whether the train could have stopped in time, preventing the collision. The mathematical formula to determine this was flawed. So dad, in his spare time, developed a mathematical formula that took in variables like the number of cars an engine was pulling, the speed of the train, the condition of the tracks, to determine whether the train could have stopped in time to prevent the collision. His mathematical formula was tested by the railroads and they found that the degree of error in the formula was plus or minus 5 feet. The previous degree of error in other formulas was plus or minus 100 plus feet. Dad copyrighted the formula, and it is the formula used to this very day in courts of law to decide the outcome of many lawsuits involving train/vehicle collisions.

I asked dad whether he made any money off his formula. He told me, “No. From the very beginning, it was never my formula. It all belongs to the Holy Spirit, who inspired me to come up with it. Because it never belonged to me, it belongs to all people.”

If there was ever a virtuous man alive, it was my father, who never felt compelled to boast of having the best words, the best policies, and abilities never ever seen by the world. My dad’s life was a living parable of humility, and it was in his humility that his greatness was revealed to all who knew him. To use Jesus’ image in the Gospel today, Dad was content just to be able to sit at the table, never needing to seek out the high place at the table.

If we are truly humble, we will recognize that the gifts we have didn’t originate in us, they originated in the God of love who created us. And like my dad, when we use those gifts humbly in service of others, the greatness of God will be revealed in our lives for all to see.

Advent: A Time of Anticipation and Remembering

Advent is a time of anticipation and a time of remembering. The scriptural readings for the first two Sundays in Advent point to the second coming of Jesus.  The final two Sundays in Advent, recall the long wait of Israel for the promised Messiah. During Advent, we, as Christians, ironically find ourselves in the posture of Israel, awaiting the first coming of the Messiah. This is implied in much of the liturgical music for Advent. As we sing, “O come, O come Emanuel”, or, “O Come Divine Messiah”, or, “People Look East”, it is not the first coming of Jesus about which we sing. What we express in our Advent chants and hymns is our longing for Jesus to come to us again, just as Jesus came to the people of Israel over 2000 years ago.

The key word is the word “longing”. Do we really long for Jesus to come again? How is our longing expressed in what we say, and what we do in our preparation for Christmas? Longing for Jesus is more than just dazzling light displays set up around our homes, the smell of Christmas cookies and other treats baking in the oven, and an LED lit tree set up somewhere in our home. Longing for Jesus is more than just Christmas parties at work and within families. Looking around our Christmas decorated homes, what is in the greatest place of prominence? Is the Christmas Creche in that place of prominence or is it hidden under the boughs of the Christmas tree?

“The Word become flesh and dwelt among us” is the best definition of the word, Incarnation. Jesus, the one through whom all was created, took on our mortal form and became one with us. May we, in turn, incarnate the presence of Christ  in what we say, in our relationships with others, and in those moments of silent prayer when we speak and listen to Jesus dwelling within us.

Reflection on the Solemnity of Christ the King

We are in our final week of this liturgical year. As Advent nears, how do we respond to the title of this feast, Jesus Christ, King and Lord of the Universe? As we celebrate this last week of Ordinary Time, how does Jesus fit in with what it means to be a King and a hero in light of human history and a media filled with images and stories of “super heroes”? The following is my bulletin reflection on this important feast.

When my kids were young, they would come home from school and turn on the television to watch the cartoon show, He-Man. He-Man, a creation of Mattel, the toy manufacturer, was depicted as a tall, blonde, behemoth on a massive amount of steroids, who fought to keep Eternia from the clutches of the evil Skeletor. Throughout human history we have elevated similar figures to herodom, some real and some fictional, in our folklore, in poetry and literature, and in our entertainment. Alexander the Great, Julius Caesar, Charlemagne, King Richard the Lionhearted, William Wallace (Braveheart), George Washington, Davy Crockett, Lawrence of Arabia, Rambo, to name just a few, capture the human imagination with their exploits, some based on truth, and much, on very elaborated fiction.

On this Solemnity of Jesus Christ, King of the Universe, one would think that with our human fixation on “heroes” such as those listed, we might see Jesus as some Marvel hero, dressed in a spandex super hero suit, packing six-pack abs, rippling muscles, square jaw, and a big JC emblazoned on his chest. However, Jesus was the complete antithesis of what human imagination depicts as a King and hero. With the exception of his own blood, Jesus ushered into our world a bloodless revolution that utterly changed our world. He was not a commander of vast armies. His name had none of the appellations we like to attach to the names of our heroes, like Lionhearted, the Great, or, the Terrible. Rather, the only appellation we attach to Jesus’ name is, “the Christ.”

If we want an image of a true hero, I encourage us to meditate upon the image of Jesus on the cross of San Damiano. We see the crucified Jesus, not dead, but alive. The witnesses of his crucifixion to the right and left of the cross. The angels on the crossbeam marveling in awe at the crucified Lord. At the top of the cross is the victorious Jesus rising from the dead in the company of ten angels. Jesus was born so that he would destroy our death by his own death, and with his resurrection from the dead raise us to eternal life. He used no guns, no swords, nor explosives. His only weapon was love, namely his love for God, his Father, and his love for us. Now that is a true hero!

 

The Great Commandment of Jesus – A Reflection for the 31st Sunday in Ordinary Time Year B

Many years ago, I ministered alongside Fr Barry Schneider, a Franciscan Friar and the pastor of St Hubert in Chanhassen. One day, Barry asked me, “Bob, why does the Church complicate things so much?” I asked him for clarification. He replied, “The Pharisees were criticized for burdening the Jewish people with Mosaic Law, yet, the Catholic Church has over 3000 Canon laws governing the Church. Jesus gave us only two laws to follow, ‘Love God with all you heart, your mind and your strength. Love your neighbor as yourself.’ This is all the law that we need. Why have we (the Church) complicated things so much?” His question remained unanswered. Barry fervently believed in the Great Commandment of Jesus, which we hear in the Gospel today. For much of his priestly life, Barry ministered to the Black Community on the South Side of Chicago. He marched with Dr. Martin Luther King Jr through the streets of Cicero, Chicago, enduring cursing and objects thrown at him and his fellow marchers by those along the street, many of whom he recognized as Catholic parishioners from the white suburban Catholic parishes at which he helped celebrate Mass on the weekends.

After all these years, I believe the question that Barry meant to ask was, “Why haven’t Catholics believed and lived Jesus’ Great Commandment of loving God and neighbor?” Mahatma Ghandi, a Hindu, studied the Bible and believed the message of Jesus in the Gospels. He once remarked to a Christian, that if Christians actually lived what Jesus commanded, Christianity would be the most powerful force in the world. Sadly, Ghandi observed, Christians have not done so. Ghandi’s words were so prophetic.

Over the past week there has been horrific violence in the United States. Two Black Americans senselessly gunned down in a Louisville grocery store as they bought food for their families. Eleven Jewish people slaughtered by gunfire as they worshipped in their Pittsburgh synagogue. Fourteen pipe bombs mailed to prominent American citizens, among them, two former presidents. Hateful rhetoric in political ads, speeches, and rallies.The separation and jailing of migrant children from their parents. Using the Great Commandment of Jesus as a template, it is clear that America is far from being the “Christian” nation about which some like to boast. How about you and me? How “Christian” are we? Do we believe and live Jesus’ Great Commandment?

THE ESCHATON (The End of the World). A reflection for the 33rd Sunday in Ordinary Time, Year B

The Eschaton (pronounced ES-ka-ton) is a fancy way to say “THE END OF THE WORLD.” As a kid, I was horribly afraid of the end of the world. All the dark images we hear in the scriptures (Daniel 12:1-3; Mark 13: 24-32) were highlighted and expanded upon by the nuns to frighten us kids into heaven. Sr. Angeline made it a point to tell my second grade class that ten of us were going to hell. (Of course, we knew who they were.) However, I wondered frighteningly, “Was my name in the book of the saved or the book of the damned?”

The images of the Gospel, sun and moon darkened, stars falling from the heaven, Jesus coming at the end of time to judge me and everyone, didn’t produce much hope for salvation. Allow me to illustrate this in an adaptation of Santa Claus Is Coming To Town. “You better watch out! You better not cry! You better be good, I’m telling you why! Jesus Christ is coming to town! (And he is VERY mad!).” At that time, we didn’t run to Jesus to intercede for us. We were too afraid of him (read the English translation of the Dies Irae, sung at all Requiem Masses, funeral Masses at that time, to find out why.). Rather, we fled to Mary, so that she could soften Jesus up a bit so that he would not damn us. The END OF THE WORLD, as taught by the Church at that time, was a thing of nightmares. W.C. Field once stated, “The good old days, may they never return.” I completely concur with him!

It is true that we will be held accountable by God when we enter eternal life at our death. It is important that our lives must be ones that love God with all our mind, heart and strength, and, equally, love our neighbor as ourselves. Let us meditate upon and focus our lives instead on these words of St Paul, “What will separate us from the love of Christ? Will anguish, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or the sword?  No, in all these things we conquer overwhelmingly through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor present things, nor future things, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.”

Everything indeed is for you! A reflection for the 32nd Sunday in Ordinary Time, Year B

There is a beautiful verse from St Paul’s 2nd letter to the Corinthians in which he writes, “Everything indeed is for you!” For those of us who are parents, this phrase expresses how we feel toward our children. We want our children to be happy and we are willing to do everything within our power for them to experience true happiness. God is the quintessential parent. God wants all that he has created to experience the fullness of happiness. We hear this expressed in John’s Gospel, “For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him might not perish but might have eternal life.” (John 3:16, NAB) If God’s will is to do everything for us so that we might find eternal happiness, are we willing to give fully of ourselves in return to God?

We are confronted with this question in today’s Gospel. Jesus and his disciples sit opposite the Temple treasury and observe the people contributing money to the treasury. Jesus points us that the rich, though contributing a lot of money, give from their surplus. In contrast, the widow gift, small in amount as it is, is her livelihood, the very funds upon which she feeds and houses herself. The rich hold back what they could truly give, while the widow gives totally of herself. Jesus’ observation forces us to examine our generosity of self to God. It is not just about what we place in the contribution basket on the weekend.  Rather, are we willing to give totally of ourselves back to God, or, do we like the Pharisees and the rich of Jesus’ time, hold back, and, only give a small portion of ourselves to God?

Are we willing, like the widow, to completely detach ourselves from not only material possessions, but detach ourselves from the pride and pretentiousness of our lives, and depend entirely and solely on God? If we truly wish to experience the full blessedness and joy of God we must live lives in which everything indeed is for God.

Psalm Offering 6 Opus 11 – Most Wondrous Mystery

Mary Ruth, Dad, and Mom around 1990.

On this All Soul’s Day, I am remembering my sister, Mary Ruth, my Dad and my Mom. Mary died on August 10, 1997. Dad died on November 13, 2004, and Mom died on June 30, 2018.

“Most Wondrous Mystery” is a Christmas motet I composed for them the Christmas of 1990. During my collegiate days in the Chorale of the College of St. Catherine’s, under the direction of Dr. Maurice A. Jones, I was introduced to the wonderful Christmas Motets composed by the French composer, Francois Poulenc. “Most Wondrous Mystery” was my attempt to recapture the power of those motets, specifically, Poulenc’s “O Magnum Mysterium.”

This is the text I wrote for my motet.

Most wondrous mystery, Word of God Incarnate,
In your humanity, you raise us up to heaven.
Sweet sacrifice of our redemption,
within your infant form
lay the source of our creation.

Most wondrous act of love
from the heart of God’s great love,
in your small hands contain
freedom from our from our sin and pain.
Sweet child nestled on your mother’s breast,
within your heart so small
dwells our source of all hope, peace, and rest.
(c) 1990, Robert Charles Wagner. All rights reserved.

This Christmas, I am releasing piano creations of all the Advent and Christmas music I composed when I was the music/liturgy director at St Hubert Catholic Church in Chanhassen, Minnesota. Psalm Offering 6 Opus 11, Most Wondrous Mystery, is one of the piano new creations of this music. It is classified as variations on a theme.

The choral motet is stated first as the theme. Following the theme are six variations, ending with a recapitulation of the original theme, though this restatement is in itself, a variation on the original theme.

If you know Poulenc’s music, the original theme utilizes much of the harmonic structure of his music. For the variations, I fell back on my experience of learning Felix Mendelssohn’s “17 Variations On A Theme”, 30 pages of piano virtuosity, frustration, hard practice, a small dent in the plaster wall of my parent’s home (the result of pounding my head in the wall), and night sweats leading up to my graduation recital. It was the concluding music in my 90 minute program (unlike other instruments, all piano recitals must have all music memorized) … I had a mental block on the 17th variation and just let finger memory carry me through to where I could see the score again in my head.

Here is the new piano recreation of the Christmas Motet, “Most Wondrous Mystery.”

Psalm Offering 6 Opus 11, Most Wondrous Mystery. (c) 2018, Robert Charles Wagner. All rights reserved.

A prayer for discernment as we prepare to vote next week.

We are gifted in our nation with the right to vote. It has become all the more apparent that the mid-term elections coming up in one week are very important for us and for our nation. I personally believe that this election is a fight for the soul of our nation. Throughout the past 18 months, the ideals and the principles upon which our nation was founded has been under a deadly assault. The time has come for the citizens of our nation to push back and defeat the racism, the greed, the misogyny, and hatred that has infected our government. The United States Conference of Catholic Bishops have a beautiful prayer for us to pray as we discern for whom we are voting. I invite all to pray this prayer everyday in anticipation of November 6th.

Prayer Before an Election

Lord God, as the election approaches,
we seek to better understand the issues and concerns that confront our city/state/country,
and how the Gospel compels us to respond as faithful citizens in our community.
We ask for eyes that are free from blindness
so that we might see each other as brothers and sisters,
one and equal in dignity,
especially those who are victims of abuse and violence, deceit and poverty.
We ask for ears that will hear the cries of children unborn and those abandoned,
Men and women oppressed because of race or creed, religion or gender.
We ask for minds and hearts that are open to hearing the voice of leaders who will bring us closer to your Kingdom.

We pray for discernment
so that we may choose leaders who hear your Word,
live your love,
and keep in the ways of your truth
as they follow in the steps of Jesus and his Apostles
and guide us to your Kingdom of justice and peace.

We ask this in the name of your Son Jesus Christ and through the power of the Holy Spirit.
Amen.

All Saints Day (and the poem, Portraiture)

In 2015, after another one of my surgeries, I was peering through the family photo albums, especially at night when Ruthie was away at work. I wrote this poem I entitled, “Portraiture.” Here is a little bit of that poem.

PORTRAITURE

Have you ever looked into
the eyes of a portraiture?
In these wells of the soul
lay the expressive depthso
of the human spirit,
the pain and sorrow,t
the hopes and dreams,
the love and the joy,
and peace and reconciliation.

On the picture boards
at wakes and funerals,
I peer into the eyes of
the deceased, trying to
catch a glimpse of what
they were thinking, what
they were feeling at the
various times of their lives
portrayed from infancy
through their school years,f
from courtship to weddings,
from young parenthood
to adolescent parenthood
to grandparenthood.

Generally late at night
when you are off to work,
I love to pour through
my photographs of you,
slowly, carefully savoring
the intricate pattern of
shading, highlighting
your cheeks, your smile,
and most especially,
your eyes,
your dark brown eyes,
in whose mysterious depths
resides the beautiful
portraiture of God.

(c) 2015, Robert Charles Wagner. All rights reserved.

In our church spaces we often have the “official photo album” of Church saints on display in the stainglass windows and statuary. As we look at our “Church family”, their images remind us of who they were when alive and much of what they endured in life. It is not often the “great accomplishments” of their lives we remember, but how they lived their faith in the everyday small stuff of life that intimately connects their lives to ours.

We have a less official photo album of the saints of the Church in our photo albums at home. I encourage you to take the time to view the family saints portrayed in your photo albums, on your computer, or on some digital cloud and look into the eyes of your family saints. Their lives are more intimately connected to ours than those of our official saints. If you gaze into the depths of their eyes, you will discover, as I did that night as I looked at a portraiture of Ruth, the beautiful mysterious portrait of God gazing back at you. At every celebration of the Mass, listen to the prayers immediately following the Consecration, and you will hear that ALL the saints of the Church, including your deceased loved ones, are remembered in the Eucharistic prayer. Celebrate the saints of your life not only on this All Saints Day but every day of your life. When we pass from this life into the next, they will be there welcoming us home.

Bulletin reflection for the 29th Sunday in Ordinary Time

I guess this can be called the sequel to the bulletin reflection/homily that was published on the 27th Sunday in Ordinary Time.

I have had the great experience of having a strong, intelligent and loving mother. I have the great experience of being married to a strong, intelligent and loving woman. I am proud that both of my daughters are equally strong, intelligent, and loving women.

The following is not meant to be a visceral response to the horrible treatment of Dr. Ford by the Republican senators of the Senate Judicial Committee and the subsequent public ridicule from the present occupant of the oval office. The following article is the result of a lifetime of wonderful, healthy relationships I have had not only with the females of my family, but with those with whom I have ministered in the Church.

Years ago, I was introduced to Jane Austen’s wonderful novel, Pride and Prejudice. The two protagonists of the novel, Elizabeth Bennett, and Mr. Darcy, are equal in spirit, in intelligence, and in tenacity. Mr. Darcy, possessing an inordinate amount of pride, has the freedom that males had at that time to make his fortune in the world. Miss Bennett is frustrated knowing that her future is dependent on being married to a man of wealth. It matters not that her future husband may be a completely unsuitable dotard. Darcy and Elizabeth, after much confrontation, find that they are the perfect match for each other, complete each other, and happily marry at the novel’s conclusion.

In the reading from Genesis, a couple of weeks ago, it was proclaimed that male and female are equally made in the image of God. One does not dominate the other. Both are equal. How does this impact our Church?

Prayer, whether it is prayed by male or female is equal in its power. Aside from the ministering of the sacraments, the ministry of both male and female in the Church is equal in its power to touch, to teach, and to heal the lives of others. Observe the number of women on our parish staff and the marvelous ways they enrich our parish. Observe the number of females who serve in our liturgical ministries at Mass. Within our Archdiocese, women are occupying positions of power and authority within the Chancery.

As Darcy and Elizabeth Bennett needed each other to be complete in Pride and Prejudice, so the evangelization and vitalization of the Church has always needed the Mary Magdalenes, Catherine of Siennas, and Teresa of Avilas. Speaking for myself, this is not the sole responsibility of a tired, old, male hierarchy. All who are baptized have been anointed priest, prophet and king. The Church needs the entirety of the baptized (male and female alike) to fulfill the mission entrusted to it by Christ! Mary Higgins, Laura Schoenecker, and others are offering wonderful opportunities for women to grow in their image of God. Our CCWs do vital and important ministry within our greater parish and need vitalized women of all ages to carry on the ministry begun so many years ago. I encourage all women to examine how they reflect the image of God, and how this reflection can be put to use in this very important mission of the Church.